ZZZ

how did we get to this stage? i feel like an ostrich.

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on another note, watching nuria's video of our last A level paper makes me sad.

many many ways.

school life. friends. melons. studying. being allowed to be stupid. innocence. youth.

kinda miss wearing the nj uniform although i have come to the conclusion that i look anything but cute in it.

tqj better meet me for dinner. i haven't caught up with a single nj friend in months. how pathetic!

sometimes you can't make it on your own.
we fight.. all the time
you and i.. that's alright (?)
we're the same soul

oh God i need You every hour.
every hour i need Thee.

i seriously hate it when people are late, forgetful and when they cut short my baths.

let's just call it a series of unfortunate events although i no longer laugh in amusement when ppl joke about me changing blahblahblahs. i find myself actually entertaining the thought.

anyway, i found this saved in my comp from the v day postsecret edition. somehow the way the words are phrased just makes me wonder if he/she fell in love with being in love instead of really being IN love.



At this moment, there are six billion, four hundred seventy million, eight hundred eighteen thousand, six hundred seventy one people in the world.
Some are running scared.
Some are coming home.
Some tell lies to make it through the day.
Others are just not facing the truth.
Some are evil men, at war with good.
And some are good, struggling with evil.
Six billion people in the world,-
-six billion souls.
And sometimes..
.. All you need is one.

from ep301 of oth.

just finished ep316 of oth and i cried like a baby watching it. i sure has been shedding buckets of tears these few days.

With Tired Eyes, Tired Minds, Tired Souls, We Slept

some may disagree, but this was the best episode ever and i'm so glad i finally found time to watch it. i'm speechless. i don't want to comment about it, fearing that i may ruin exactly how great it was with my silly words. just go watch it. it's so amazing how they linked it all up from the past episodes in previous seasons. simply fantastic.

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on a total random note,

nearly reached over and whacked the dean when he said how wonderful it was that i was working in a great company like EY. WHACK YOU LA. my OT pay still isn't in my acct!

but jeffrey wrote an excellent letter for us. gotta still love EY. KPMG is tied to SMU and PWC to NTU. what about NUS? and why isn't EY linked to any?

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so put Your arms around me.

maybe it is a mistake.

maybe THIS is a mistake.

maybe expecting a few people to understand is a mistake.

so as usual, it's my fault.

i'm the selfish one who is self centred and couldn't care less about others. what's new?

then why would i even care so much as to contiunously try to drive in the reasons as to why i may want to go overseas.

i give up.

it has come to the extent that this is so hilarious that it isn't even funny anymore.

i have to be a really stupid girl to expect them to understand.

who was i kidding.

we need a break cause i certainly haven't been missing this.

don't know who has this new/old blog address after faithopelove @ diary-x.

from diaryland, diary-x and now blogspot. finally i'm at a friendly blog provider thingy.

anyway, it's been a long while. am currently cramping and wondering if the pain from cramps can be healed in God's name. after all, He struck women with labour pains and hence this monthly pain in the neck. (abdomen. whatever.) i like to believe we are all completely healed. just my stupid thoughts that arise during the boring moments at work.

mr colour (my colleague) is seriously amusing. one day, i'll do an entry about all his jokes.

am at this crossroad now. actually i'm at this multi pronged thingy actually. (haha.) so many things to choose. zzzzzzz. law. hospitality. dentistry. business/management. ah whatever la. can i just get married and be a tai tai? actually that isn't really a question. it's more of a.. I WANT.

hmmm but i'm an indecisive idiot cause i'd very much like to earn some of my own money, do the whole scale the corporate ladder thing in a hot Prada tweed suit, and finally arrive at my office overlooking the (apparently gorgeous) Singapore harbour along with my fat 6 digit paycheck. hahahahahahaha. (x100)
asset management! asset management is the answer my friends! asset management pays big bucks and i have proof from Deutsche Bank Asset Management payrolls! fashion allowance, cash allowance, housing allowance, pension allowance, transport allowance! i am good at building castles in the air man.

but i know one thing for sure.
all i want is You.. You're all i'm living for.

and that i want gerald to come back right now. (!!!) it's the 10th of march!

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for mel ng the golden cat in the maldives. we haven't talked in agessss. :(

i think i'm going to do a picture entry of all the printed things i own. till then, say hello to the newest family member!

online shopping is good for you and me. now we just have to wait till we are 21, get AMEX platinum credit cards and go mad.

hmmmm. not really new.