waaa after a certain sms from a long time acquaintance matt.w, i launched into BLOG STALKER mode and started reading every single NJ person's online diary from my year.

it's really quite amazing how everyone has moved on with their own lives. i wonder how many of us actually look back and think fondly of those days in grey. (or if they even look back at all) i guess i am just a sentimental person. even though the grey memories aren't exactly fond, i still find myself missing those days just once in awhile.

life now is so different. it's like i'm still recovering from the aftermath of a life-shock. (think culture shock) the life i lead now i just so drastically different from that i've been leading these 'schooling' years.

1. i miss wearing a uniform. having to piece together a nice colour coordinated and FASHIONABLE set of work clothes everyday is extremely taxing on my brain. or maybe i just have a very small closet. (I SHOULD SHOP MORE I KNOW)

2. i now mix with an entirely different set of friends. i don't even see bea and mel! i saw them every single day in NJ (when they didn't pon)! =( now i see rachie rach, cel and clara every single day. not that it's a bad thing.. but it just feels so different.

3. work now. school then. go figure. (think rules, work responsibilities, ponning, unpaid leave etc)

4. i don't even USE my phone anymore. back then in tutorials, i would msg ll, kh, gerald and mel every single day till i thought faizal was gonna throw my phone out of the window! now when i get a msg, i just read it, close it and reply the next day.

5. i don't go on MSN anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

6. i don't frequently update my blog!

oh no oh no oh no.